happy, merry

it's so forceful, isn't it?

i haven't posted anything in almost two months for two reasons: illness and death. when those things faded here come the holidays. my other reason, i suppose, is travel. we've spent about $2000 on plane tickets in the last couple of months. i'm pretty tired of flying but i have to do it again soon so i better buck up.

it was a happy christmas though. all of this is possibly helped by the fact that, after speaking for approximately one minute to my new doctor, she diagnosed me as depressed and gave me a prescription. so far, so good. i've only done this once before and then it was only for three months so i'm curious to see what happens.

i started up with the jogging again because there isn't much else i can do in my fitness room that will burn the calories i need to burn. i'm taking it slowly and am considering it my secondary prescription. exercise has helped so much in the past.

i have also quit eating flour and sugar. it just occured to me that they really are pointless foods. food in quotation marks.

i have to go my husband is reading this now. i hate to worry him though everything i wrote here- he knows.