oh my man...

i love him so. i wanted to type: i can't wait to tell him but no one is telling me to not tell him but myself. fear is keeping me from it and that is not good. hmmm...that thought just occured to me. i don't like that. anyway....


we just had a fantastic time! dinner and then a walk. we stopped at the school near my house and did a little play/fantasy/improv/acting type of thing. we tangoed and kissed. then we danced some more and pretended to be people from different worlds, one cold blooded and one hot blooded. and we kissed. i called him a tease..in character..but i meant it. anyway, then he kissed me in character saying that i could not refuse him then. i said- oh but you do not know the heart of a woman. that was deep...if you think about it.

our silly game seemed to get a little serious as he said his heart bleeds and it is cold and cavernous. i think he was a little serious. he's mentioned that before. i said, 'lucky for you i am very very warm'. i think we kissed shortly thereafter. yep, we gots it bad. i won't see him again until like friday or sunday i think. poo. 's ok though. for i am desdemona and my heart will forever beat for the man who is called alfonse.

*GRIN