enough

I leave this job in 2 more days. Man, time flies. We've been planning to leave the Atlanta area ever since November 07, if truth be told. In all that time, I had to keep our impending move a secret at work. I've been having to keep a lot in lately and it's coming out in such anger it's been scary. I actually sought some professional help, I've been a believer of prayer since I was 6 and I've turned that up a few notches. I'm doing all I can- exercise, games, niece-lovin' and my newly (totally unhelpful) coping technique of cinnamon raisin bread.

JC was offered an on-call position within his old team. His old supervisor said, "You can...but are you sure?" JC decided that a move to Portland meant he would need to sell his truck. It's 10 years old and gets, at best, 15-18 mpg. Yeah. I've done Portland on no car for about 6 months. I found it necessary w/my job doing home visits.

I didn't hear from any of the leads I'd gathered in the last two weeks. My bottom two 'back ups' don't have anything. Cascadia is going under and ProtoCall has some wonderful on-call graveyard shifts but that's it. They pay the same as what I make here.

I finally got board approval to sit for my LCSW exam here in Georgia. Upon passing, I'll be free to be hired for all kinds of much, MUCH more high paying positions. Oregon has reciprocity but my license won't be finalized her for another three months.

Things are all really scary and confusing right now. We both are two way too adaptable people. One of us needs to be like this.

What am I saying? I don't know.

Emotions are clear but circumstances are not.

I gotta go eat something...