nutrisystem week 4

i have lost two pounds. i failed. i am SO disappointed in myself. i didn't keep to the plan. i suck, i suck, i suck. i just have to exercise my ass off. that's all that's ever worked. i'm going to get an mp3 player and just use josh's computer. i wonder how much i can get for mine so that i can buy him a new one and inherit his old one. this is my plan for weight loss. god, please help me or just..whatever. i can't believe my inability to just eat 3-5 small meals and exercise 45 minutes/day. what the hell?!