we've beaten the bush and been around the mulberry tree, ashes to ashes we all fall down.
i'm not proud of myself but i pushed and pushed him until i got what i knew has been there all along: he doesn't want to be a lawyer. he doesn't actually want to go to law school. he, like many of us i believe, found himself really unhappy and not sure what else to do. sounds like what's up with most of the people currently in law school.
i am so full of emotion but the presiding one is peace. just...thank God i didn't move to Toledo, Ohio for no reason! to be honest, another one is a dose of bitterness. i am a little mad at the roller coaster ride i've been on for six months. on the other hand, i cannot dare to imagine my life with an unhappy lawyer because with an unhappy social worker - damn! it hasn't been puppies and rainbows. as a ha ha from God- he got accepted to Cleveland State today. yay.
i'm so wiped i can't write much more than that. i'll be back...
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OMG. I'm *almost* speechless. My mind is definitely boggled. I can only relate to what you must be feeling in as much as I've been sad at the prospect of you leaving and now just feel incredibly relieved..as you must be.
ReplyDeleteI have to say, I don't know many people who have been to law school and come out actually wanting to be lawyers. Thank goodness you ferreted out this discovery *before* a costly move and unhappy three years where you don't know anyone.
It seems to me like you both are kind of sick of moving around--so maybe this is a good opportunity to find happiness where you are. Seems like you have a good community and just need to get the job stuff worked out. On that note, when do you start your new job?
Look forward to talking with you after you've had some time to settle down (and start bleeding :).
Thanks K!
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