Wednesday, December 20, 2006

six hundred steps back

i took one or two forward and now i'm sacked way, way back. i don't know what to do. i just told josh tonight that i'd give him money on friday and now i can't. i don't know what to do other than cry. i won't though. i refuse to cry over money anymore. fuck it. at least i'll be through with these loan shark people. i did what i had to do. i don't regret it- i kept myself out of court. i'm so sick of getting myself into these places. that's why i'm so glad i got this apartment/job. thank you God. i know things will get better. sigh.

thank you.


i'll go be stil now.

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