the end

 my blogging has been spotty, AT BEST, lately but life has been so good to me, so full of ups and downs. it's a really good spot i'm in lately- i love that i can see it- finally. all this being said, life is also changing and i've also changed my blog address. you can now find me here now. this blog was so helpful to me in really tumultuous times. i don't think these times are over but they're different ones now.  thanks for listening and reading. whoever you are.